Talked To Mom Earlier
She sounded good, and was using her morphine pump frequently. Didn’t talk about the particulars, just general things about it. She did have to walk today, but only went to her door, & back to bed. She’s due to walk about 3 times tomorrow.
The mass was a motherfucking baseball size! Can you even imagine that up right inside your hiney???? Gheezus. I ended up calling when I knew my aunt would be there. My brother is being a dick to everyone, so I didn’t even try to call the hospital during the day, because I knew it’d be a fight, and I wasn’t in the mood. Nor should my mother have to witness that crap.
Totally broke down last night. While all this is on my mind, I’m watching Hoarders. Some cat that had been living in this woman’s house, walks outside, lays down in the road, and dies. I lost it. Not just a little bit of water works, but I’m bawling my head off. It all just piled on me at that moment, but I felt better after.
I’m a bit under the weather last night, and today. I am going to sleep now.
PS Happy Birthday, Dustin.
Thanks for the text, Casey.
